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Dear Amy: At the end of an extremely long road trip, my fiancée, her 16-year-old son and I stopped at a noisy sports bar at 9:30 p.m. – famished.
As we waited for our food, I saw an article regarding a woman who was recently fired for using a slang variant of “the N-word.” I turned to my fiancée to recount the story, but instead of using the variant of the word I saw in the article, I leaned in and in a very low voice said the actual (offensive) word to her, never intending for her son to hear it.
When we got into the car, her son vehemently questioned why I had used the word. I was stunned. His tone and aggression were totally disproportionate to my action. I got angry because of his tone and told them. My fiancée sided with her son. She said his tone was justified by my saying the word in his presence (we are all Northern European, by the way).
I am a politically progressive American who has supported many Black candidates, worked for voting rights, and have many Black friends. My fiancée has asked that I move back to my own house for an uncertain duration.
I have apologized for getting angry, but my fiancée says that the problem was that I didn't respect her son for standing up for his beliefs. She believes that I should have just apologized and ignored his tone. Your thoughts?
– Stunned Man
Dear Stunned: To be clear, it is possible to tell a story about a slur without choosing to use the slur.
I believe your choice to invoke this offensive slur (rather than refer to it in another way), was deliberate and terrible. And you knew that this would likely offend others, which is why you decided to whisper it to your fiancée.
The teen waited until dinner was over and then confronted you. When communicating with teenagers, it’s wisest to avoid being triggered by their tone by addressing their core issue first, and returning to the topic of tone later. So yes, I agree with your fiancée regarding responding to his teenage anger with your own anger. Furthermore, I give him props for confronting you about it – he has a voice and the right to use it.
I also note that you say you have apologized for getting angry, but not for using the slur. If you are going to be in a family together, the adults need to be wise and brave enough to tackle huge challenges together, as a unit. The adults also need to model good behavior by apologizing when they’ve made a mistake. Also – because you’ve chosen to assert your allyship, I note that you don’t seem to have asked your Black friends for their unfiltered view of your choice, presumably because you don’t want to risk offending them.
https://www.arcamax.com/healthandspirit/lifeadvice/askamy/s-2811223?fs
As we waited for our food, I saw an article regarding a woman who was recently fired for using a slang variant of “the N-word.” I turned to my fiancée to recount the story, but instead of using the variant of the word I saw in the article, I leaned in and in a very low voice said the actual (offensive) word to her, never intending for her son to hear it.
When we got into the car, her son vehemently questioned why I had used the word. I was stunned. His tone and aggression were totally disproportionate to my action. I got angry because of his tone and told them. My fiancée sided with her son. She said his tone was justified by my saying the word in his presence (we are all Northern European, by the way).
I am a politically progressive American who has supported many Black candidates, worked for voting rights, and have many Black friends. My fiancée has asked that I move back to my own house for an uncertain duration.
I have apologized for getting angry, but my fiancée says that the problem was that I didn't respect her son for standing up for his beliefs. She believes that I should have just apologized and ignored his tone. Your thoughts?
– Stunned Man
Dear Stunned: To be clear, it is possible to tell a story about a slur without choosing to use the slur.
I believe your choice to invoke this offensive slur (rather than refer to it in another way), was deliberate and terrible. And you knew that this would likely offend others, which is why you decided to whisper it to your fiancée.
The teen waited until dinner was over and then confronted you. When communicating with teenagers, it’s wisest to avoid being triggered by their tone by addressing their core issue first, and returning to the topic of tone later. So yes, I agree with your fiancée regarding responding to his teenage anger with your own anger. Furthermore, I give him props for confronting you about it – he has a voice and the right to use it.
I also note that you say you have apologized for getting angry, but not for using the slur. If you are going to be in a family together, the adults need to be wise and brave enough to tackle huge challenges together, as a unit. The adults also need to model good behavior by apologizing when they’ve made a mistake. Also – because you’ve chosen to assert your allyship, I note that you don’t seem to have asked your Black friends for their unfiltered view of your choice, presumably because you don’t want to risk offending them.
https://www.arcamax.com/healthandspirit/lifeadvice/askamy/s-2811223?fs